Thursday, May 12, 2005
He was a sixteen yr old boy, he just finished his O lvl exam. somehow, he gt a job in ntuc fairprice. there, he met her. a sweet sixteen yr old girl. they grew closer to each other day by day. they sms 24/7. somehw one dae, they discover both of them had feelings for each other.. one nite, he waited for her after work. they walked home. he asked for her hands. it was their first body contact. it was nervous. soon. they turn from strangers to lovers.. he tot yuan lai ai yi ge ren was so simple. naive him. they went for movies often, came out everidae. he ensure tat he call her everi nite. he wished tat the first n last person she tok to each dae was him. he loves her. all he wan was a simple love. he asked if she agree to marry him. she nod. he was overjoyed. he hug her n kiss. it was his best moment of life. everidae after work, they would go home together. he owaes ensure he send her home safely. it was fine all along. until another guy appeared.. he is called D. D was a threat to him. he live in fear everidae becuz D was her ex for 2 yrs plus. he begin to be over sensitive n jealous easily. then they started to quarrel. she was stress, he could see. budden he was stress too.. he didn;t wan to lose her. one day, he found out tat D kissed her. he couldn;t bear animore. he wanted to let it go. budden he didn;t bear too. so he kept quiet n close one eyes. budden, the image of D n her keep appearing in his mind. he teared quietly, he seldom tear. he changed, he became more hot- tempered. he vent his anger on her. she too, didn;t like it.. they broke n patch a few times. the relationship soon turn out sour. he hate D, he wanted to confront D. he wan to beat him up. budden thinking of her, he drew back. hwever, the more he drew back, it turn out tat the situation is getting bad dae by day. until one dae, he found out she was lying. she was wif him becuz she didn;t wan D to be in trouble. he was heart-broken, hwever she called. she explained. he believed. hwever from tat dae onwards. he realli changed. he was no longer him. he began to not trust her so much. then they quarrelled daily. until one dae, he just sae ' i wanna brk' unintentionally. she agreed. he tot they wld patch like b4. hwever he was wrong. he found out. she was back wif D. he cried. he tot, all the words n sms she said abt loving him, was it fake? he broke down for the first time becuz of love. she said, he was too negative. tat's y she left. he refused to accept. soon, they could not even talk properly. they owaes shout at each other. his heart was tearing.. now, he is back to normal budden in his heart, he realli miss her alot. he didn;t wan to let go, but it seems tat there is no turning. he noes his fault, he shldn;t blame her.. he longed for the dae where he could sae again. " baobei, wo ai ni, xiang ni..."
he teared again.. yi qie do guo qu le. it was a beautiful lie. listen to my blog song ba. perhaps realli last entry le. nitez n bye.
i'm special too =)
11:57 PM.x
